I chose to stay.
There's a whole lot more to it than it sounds.
Pages and pages of tear streaked battle.
sometime simple gets it across better.
I am here.
Here I will stay.
BoredomQuiet. Quiet!Boredom by KittySib
Make no sound
Lurk in shadows-
don't be found!
Wound up tight,
all hell breaks loose.
Boredom is my excuse.
Want attention from my friends.
please just leave,
or my loss of friends I'll grieve.
Make them angry!
Make them crazy!
Drive them all insane!!!
Take a look inside their brain...
Kinda boring after all.
Run and scream.
Gonna go to extremes.
Quiet, quiet was a lie.
I told it so you'd let me by.
Traitor, traitor all my words.
Can't be heard.
Look out! Look out!
Here she comes!
Run for cover,
lock the doors!
Don't let Boredom in!
Wonder, wonder what you'll do!
Boredom is my only excuse.
Tread With CareIt wasn't real-Tread With Care by KittySib
it was all a misunderstanding,
but it was real to me.
It ripped my soul to shreds.
It caused my heart to crack.
The tears keep coming,
and I know it's not real.
I'm just so scared.
How did you become so important to me?
Why do I care so much about you?
You have the power to destroy me,
I cling to you.
I know I will cry again,
but as long as you are here,
I'd do almost anything for you.
Probably still would even if you said goodbye.
You have my heart.
Dangerous as you are,
I only ask that you don't destroy me.
Shatter QuietlyI shouldn't feel like this,Shatter Quietly by KittySib
like darkness is consuming me.
Tears fall unbidden,
and I panickedly push everyone away.
I don't want to taint them.
I should be used to feeling lonely.
It shouldn't matter if am spiraling out of control.
It's nothing new.
I know things are getting better.
That's what makes this so hard.
Should I hide?
Let my shattering happen quietly?
It hurts so much,
and I can't got to anyone.
They don't need to be bothered,
Through the falling tears
I try to find the words to save me.
All I can do is let go,
It's dark and scary here.
The sorrow consumes
Light is a luxury I can't afford.
Total shutdown in process
Writing is my passion. I also draw some and crochet. I now have a shop on etsy to sell the blankets I make. The shop name is BlanketKitten. Feel free to check it out! I want to reach out with my writings and inspire others. Even though it is easy to get lost in the darkness, one can almost always find a light-if you look for one. I may be a bit strange and unconventional-I am a Kitty Cat Imperialist. (and yes, I'm serious) Anyways, I like making new friends. I hope you find what you are looking for and have a great day!|
All shall be accomplished while serving the Kitties, who rule this world, though it is not widely known.