|My beloved kitty, Misty|
TrappedRip and shred. Tear and slice. Remove this hideous face. End this disgraceful life. Hate and blood. Fury and bone. Let it all become darkness. I want to scream a wailing keen. Something inhuman and chilling. Escape this shell of a body. Start new somewhere else. I want out. Let me out NOW! I won’t stay here. I won’t let you keep me! Screw this reality. It’s all lies. I hate what I am. I should just disappear. Fear is strong, trying to strangle me. I can’t let this world win. I must leave. How do I get out of here?Trapped by KittySib
Find MeReach out and touch my heart.Find Me by KittySib
I know you’re there somewhere.
I’ve waited for years for you.
I can wait more,
As long as you promise to come for me.
As fragile as a fantasy,
As ethereal as a wish,
My hope spreads it’s wings.
Find me soon.
Forever have I dreamed of you,
Wondering what you’re like.
Hoping you will understand my scars.
Longing to be a pillar of strength,
Someone you’d trust and lean on.
I don’t think I am a fool,
To wait for you.
Sweet dreams of you make me giddy,
But I wonder if they are even close to the truth.
For both our sakes.
Ethereal longings consume me.
I become worried.
What if you don’t like me,
Even though we are meant to be?
I don’t know you yet.
What if I am blinded by dreams?
I will find you,
I will try not to build a picture in my mind,
So my heart can be more open.
VillainsVillains are generally considered evil or bad. They challenge the status quo, upset the way things are, and don’t seem to care about rules or laws. Not all villains are alike though. Not all of them are wanton killers or trying to end the world.Villains by KittySib
Take Mega-Mind for example. He was pushed into the role of villain, he didn’t actually hurt anyone, and all he really wanted was recognition. And Dr. Horrible? All he wanted was to change the world, overhaul the system and rule with his love by his side. Unfortunately, in a show down with his nemesis Captain Hammer, his Death Ray broke, and exploded when Captain Hammer tried to Kill Dr. Horrible with his own gun. It killed the love of Dr. Horrible’s love instead.
There are many movies and books about “heros” who are less likeable than some of the villains they face. They are arrogant, rude and obnoxious. One of the most applauded “Villains” of all time is Robin Hood. He broke laws and upset the st
Stupid TearsChoking on sobs and screams,Stupid Tears by KittySib
Tears fall unimpeded.
Why am I so close to relapsing?
Where does this strangling sorrow come from?
I want to shine brightly.
To be a glimmer of hope to others.
Instead I have trouble even breathing.
Shining is just too hard.
I don’t want to fall so deeply inside to never come back.
I can’t stop the tears.
I can’t think of anyone to talk to.
I don’t know how to make the pain stop.
I can’t do this.
I can’t relapse.
I have a life I want to keep.
I just don’t know what to do.