|My beloved kitty, Misty|
TearsGive me a minute to catch my breath,Tears by KittySib
casting aside my worthless tears.
Sorrow only grows,
despite my efforts to appease.
Dark lights beckon,
leading down a lonely road.
Blindly I seek a brighter light,
hope on the verge of despair.
Am I a murderer?
Whispered accusations overwhelm.
I must atone for my crimes.
Shall I pay in blood-
or follow a path none survive?
Needless tears and gasping sobs-
these afflict my wretched soul.
Forever darkness seeks to snuff me out,
all the while denying me the sweet relief of death.
Endless days loom as sorrow swallows my soul.
Tears blind my sight.
Fractured chaos is all I see.
Salt burns my skin,
and I feel like I'm suffocating.
Where is the light?
Who can save me?
drowning in despair.
I wish this was goodbye.
Soul Mate Quest Journal 6th EntryJuly 30Soul Mate Quest Journal 6th Entry by KittySib
As I write this, tears stream down my face. I've been crying the last 3 hours, and can't stop. Owen won't stop trying his spells on me, and is being a huge jerk. I just want to go home. I miss my brother. I miss my books. I miss ice cream. All I've eaten the past couple of days was plundered from the camps of dead people. People Owen killed.
He has so much hate inside, I am constantly sick. In my dreams before I came to his world, he needed me. Now when I dream, he takes his dagger and carves my beating heart from my chest. I'll admit to waking at such times, screaming in terror. How am I suppose to save him? I can't believe I'd thought there was good in him.
I'll admit, when I first saw his beautiful green eyes, my heart skipped a beat. Almost like I'd found my soul mate. I was wrong though. How could such a monster be my soul mate? Am I a monster too? Is that why I wanted him to change? Because I'm desperate? Because I'm selfish? I can't write any more tonight. It's almost da
Shining Through ShadowsI peered at the world through rose colored glasses.Shining Through Shadows by KittySib
I trusted without reason.
I believed people even though they lie.
Despite all the times people have hurt me,
I kept hoping the next time would be different.
Shadows of past Selves flicker through my mind.
Whispers of shattered hearts creep into my emotions.
My glasses are gone.
The world is terrifying.
I dive inward.
I won't be hurt if I lurk in the labyrinth of my mind.
If I never try to trust,
I won't be tricked.
Why listen to others?
or I'll believe their lies.
It's so hard to stay in the Shadows.
I keep wanting to reach out.
To touch the beauty of Light.
Hope will not die just because I fear.
The Light entices me.
Always, I keep my escape close.
I know I'll believe lies.
I know I will get hurt.
I know I will be betrayed.
I cannot help hoping that things will be better this time around.
Still, the Light beckons.
Maybe the Light will chase away my Shadows.
I will become a Light.
Even with S
Writing is my passion. I also draw some and crochet. I now have a shop on etsy to sell the blankets I make. The shop name is BlanketKitten. Feel free to check it out! I want to reach out with my writings and inspire others. Even though it is easy to get lost in the darkness, one can almost always find a light-if you look for one. I may be a bit strange and unconventional-I am a Kitty Cat Imperialist. (and yes, I'm serious) Anyways, I like making new friends. I hope you find what you are looking for and have a great day!|
All shall be accomplished while serving the Kitties, who rule this world, though it is not widely known.