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I don’t want to go to sleep.
Tomorrow will come,
Whether I want it to or not.
There’s nothing wrong with tomorrow.
It’s just that…
Tomorrow will be just as lonely as today.
If I pretend that tonight will last forever,
That by keeping sleep at bay,
I can alter the passage of time…
I would never sleep again.
I feel worthless and hopeless,
Like I need to find a way to justify my existence.
I believe my existence was a mistake,
A mistake I’ve tried to rectify numerous times.
Against all reason,
I continue to exist.
That leaves me trying to find a way
To make up for breathing.
People say I’m nice,
But how can that justify anything?
I keep telling myself I have a soul mate,
That there must be some kind of purpose for my life.
I just get so lost and lonely.
How long must I wait?
How can I continue to hope
When I’m a walking disaster?
Here I am;
Existing against all reason.
Existing purposelessly.
A mistake.
I wish I knew why.
Tomorrow will come,
Whether I want it to or not.
There’s nothing wrong with tomorrow.
It’s just that…
Tomorrow will be just as lonely as today.
If I pretend that tonight will last forever,
That by keeping sleep at bay,
I can alter the passage of time…
I would never sleep again.
I feel worthless and hopeless,
Like I need to find a way to justify my existence.
I believe my existence was a mistake,
A mistake I’ve tried to rectify numerous times.
Against all reason,
I continue to exist.
That leaves me trying to find a way
To make up for breathing.
People say I’m nice,
But how can that justify anything?
I keep telling myself I have a soul mate,
That there must be some kind of purpose for my life.
I just get so lost and lonely.
How long must I wait?
How can I continue to hope
When I’m a walking disaster?
Here I am;
Existing against all reason.
Existing purposelessly.
A mistake.
I wish I knew why.
Literature
Apart from love
They say they never work
But we will let them know
It’s hard enough being alone
But it’s even harder without each other
Because, even though you’ve left my side
I can still hear you cry
Fear that brings all the doubts and lies
Forgive me please if I can’t show you my love from so far
Your heart and mine,
They’re fragile by the tides
We’re bleeding and bleeding
With nowhere to hide
We’ve got no home,
When we’re set so apart
Literature
Take It All Away.
There’s a tear between each smile and a fracture on my heart
And a thousand feelings breaking me and tearing me apart
Knowing when it’s over I may lose my sanity
Embrace the mess I am and the storm inside of me
In the dark I have a chance to fight away my problems
To ignore them all away instead of trying to solve them
All I saw when I looked back was a mass of insecurity
Laying waste to who I am and ripping at the seam
Lowering my already non-existent self-esteem
And I couldn’t help admitting I’m a self-made failure
Walking a broken path as a second-hand savior
And it all adds up to nothing; me in a nutshell
Yankin
Literature
Who I Am, What I Feel
Do you ever get the feeling,
Of existentialism?
I do,
And it's driven me insane since 2006.
Yes, I get nervous.
Yes, I get nostalgic.
Yes, I get scared.
No, I have not felt that surreal, genuine thing yet.
Not what you thought,
Much different.
Don't feel sorry,
Come over and help me. Unlike the others I told.
Unless you've been through what I've been in,
Don't you dare call me selfish,
Don't you dare make me feel ashamed.
You have no business with me.
Don't tell me,
You got it worse than me.
I'm sorry bout' that but,
I need help now.
I can't speak to them,
I get a little bit nervous but I will crumble in humility.
I can't go out,
It's t
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What an emotional and beautiful piece this is... straight from the heart. I can relate to what you've said here...my days seem to pass by in a very similar way. All I can say is that since activating my account on dA I've found so many wonderful people like yourself who feel the same way I do - that's reassuring. And I hope your move turns out OK for you. All the best to you.