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the manga Library wars, and am currently immersed in reading it. Once I finish the manga, I intend to binge watch the anime! This is Super Awesome!
the manga Library wars, and am currently immersed in reading it. Once I finish the manga, I intend to binge watch the anime! This is Super Awesome!
Sophia
I'd like to apologize for the lack of cat pics recently. Sophia has been having some expensive health problems so I've been really stressed out, and haven't been taking pictures. She has hyper thyroid, and getting the right dose of medication for that has been difficult. The first dose we tried made her thyroid go too inactive. In three weeks she goes in for another thyroid test. Hopefully this new dose is just right. Last year Sophia was started on an anxiety med because she would throw up all the time and the doctors had no idea why. At first we managed to get her to take them, but now she refuses them, and throws them up. I have ordered a compounded anxiety med in tuna flavor, that will hopefully arrive next week. We will see if she will take it, and if it helps. Since things have been so stressful for both her and me (she often refuses her food) I hope things will settle down soon. I love my cat, picky princess that she is, and will do my best to provide her with the best possible
I'm considering writing a book
I have a lot of poetry and story fragments and stuff like that here on DA. My therapist has been suggesting that I compile my literary journey into a book as sort of a memoir of sort or something like that. I'm not sure what kind of issues might occur with DA if I left my content up here and then published. Anyway, it would be a huge undertaking. I'm not even sure if anyone would want to purchase or read such a thing. Does anyone have any thought, suggestions, or advice for me? I'm not even sure if I'm going to undertake the project or what it would look like as a finished product. I would love to hear you guys' thoughts on this!
Things Haven't Been Great, but...
SO first off, I wanted to apologize to everyone for being so slow to get back to people for faves, comments and llamas. Also, to those of you who watched me Before the shift over to Eclipse , where they completely reworked how the site does things, I am very sorry for the lack of posts, and deviations, especially those of you who watch me solely for the cat pics. I find dealing with faves and comments a LOT more daunting since the site changed, but the other main reason I haven't been very active is that things where I currently live haven't been going very well. I've had issue upon issue with my roomie, that basically evolved into me being a full blown mess and looking for somewhere else to live. I've been trapped in this living situation with no hope of escape for many months, and it's affected me deeply. BUT! I finally have a ray of hope! I found another place to live, and it is much MUCH closer to my sisters and family. I don't have an exact move in date as of yet, but for sure
At the End of My Rope
When I realized I'd begun cutting again at about 3 week intervals and took a look at the reasons why, I felt trapped and frustrated. I hadn't realized that even though I had tried establishing boundaries and explaining my intention to be a book dragon living in social isolation, that everyone was ignoring my wishes and attempts to protect myself. I have nothing left inside to give to help all those who make demands on me. I've scraped the bottom of my barrel so far I'm almost to the outside edge. I can't protect or take care of my roomie. I can't give her my time freely. I need it to just be me and my cat, which means I'll be driven from my home and forced to move AGAIN. I'm so sick of moving, of losing important things and places, but I can't keep breaking myself for people who don't understand or care. I can't afford to care about anyone else right now, or I'm gonna end up desperately seeking the next world despite all the evidence that my invincibility will just leave me trapped in
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