Isolation

I want to go home.
Back to my sanctuary inside my head.
No one can see me there.
I don’t have to deal with stress there.
It’s pure magic.
I feel so alone and exposed out in the “real world”.
I’ve tried to be someone I can like,
But one can only fight the darkness and shadows for so long.
I feel so powerless and helpless.
I should be able to control my life, my emotions, my reality.
Instead, I am stuck here.
Out in the “real world”.
Alone.
The wonder of blue hair only lasts so long.
Is there really anything worthwhile?
Anything to believe in?
If I withdraw from the world,
And hide from everyone…
It would make things better.
Right?
After all,
If you feel alone,
Being by yourself makes perfect sense…